Maybe today is a new beginning. Yes, I can hold on to write a English blog everyday, short or long, but must hold on straight to the end.

Frankly, I once dislike him because his appearance and behavior. Until he died, I began to refer to his past. I found I misguided by media. I even never listen his song completely before and I didn’t know his excellent talent. It is my fault. His song and dance is so amazing that I become a idolatrous woman. I understand why somebody would faint at his concert. If I were there, I could do that.

The other reasons what moved me is his poor childhood and life. His father treated him with a heavy hand, and it made him self-contemptuous and helpless in his latter life. I don’t believe he would harry the child because he is a child at all. People betrayed his goodness. Maybe I’m monomaniacal. But as a new fan, I want to do this.

My friend live a message in her MSN signature: he is going to sing in the heaven. I hope it is true.

The sentence came after a emotional hearing of witnesses meeting. Madoff, 71, conceded he could offer no excuses for decades-long fraud that may be the biggest in history.

Before the sentence was handed down, Madoff said, ” I leave a legacy of shame, as many of my victims have pointed out, for my children and grandchildren. That is something I will have to live with the rest of my life.” The Nasdaq ex-chairman also turned briefly to the victims in the courtroom, saying: “I’m sorry, but I know it doesn’t help you.”

But his victims were not appeased. Nine of them testified at the hearing. Several had to pause as they were overcome with emotion, while others sat in the benches behind them, weeping.

The jewish women organization Hadassan ex-CFO Sheryl Weinstein said, “he is a wolf in sheep’s skin. He has fed upon us.”

Michael Schwartz, who lost a family trust fund and is supporting a disabled brother,told the judge,” I only hope his jail sentence is long enough so that his prison becomes a coffin.”

Ira Sorkin, Madoff’s lawyer, had asked for a 12year sentence and 50-year reprieve. But judge Denny Chin opted for the statutory maximum for the 11 charges to which Mr Madoff pleaded guilty.

Nothing that he had not received a single letter in support of Mr Madoff, Judge Chin said,” Mr Madoff’s crimes were extraordinarily evil. Not merely a bloodless financial crime …but one that takes a staggering human toll.”

While this case is unusual because of Mr Madoff’s age, a sentence of that length would ordinarily lead to Mr Madoff being sent to a maximum security prison.

The toughest days is about 3 days, then she began to sleep all night. After another 3 days, she was not crying when she lying on the bed. Now when I put her into her cot, she understand it is time to sleep. After I say good night to her and leave her room, she would close her eyes and fall sleep very soon. It is a wonderful thing to her and me. To her, her sleep quality is very well and she like this routine she can play happily in the wake time and sleep well in sleep time. To me, I have more time to arrange myself life and relax. It’s ensured me to do a better mum and not a tired mum.

Now she sleep 9 hours in the night and 2 naps in the day. She seems like this routine, and me too. So I can sit here to write this blog:)

What’s more, I have neglected my facial clean after I gave birth to dami. Yesterday maomao suggested I should make up every morning. I suddenly realized I should think much of my appearance. I don’t want to become an old woman because I stay at home too long. I hated dowdy woman before. I will make up and dress up every morning and not been a lazy woman. I will make a facial by myself twice a week. I have heard when woman is after 28 year old, her beauty would been by herself; there just have a lazy woman, but not have a ugly woman. Tomorrow I will be 29 year old, furthermore, I have been a mother, so I will make myself beautiful every day.

Surely, I understood if I want to be a more beautiful woman, I should enrich my life, like reading, music, and others. It could make me sublimity. These are all my want to do. But at first, I want make myself briskly.